我們稱不上是好朋友.
以前天天相處的時候結仇,反而直到他去了遠方才有說不完的話.
我們不是會在msn上天天噓寒問暖的朋友,可能一年才見一次面,一次才兩三個小時,在短短時間內急於更新對方最新近況,才覺得時間怎麼不夠.
我們在一起講得大多還是從前的事,那些我們忙著吵架卻在時光中悄悄流逝不熟悉彼此的小事,談戀愛的時候怎樣啊,你跟她是怎樣交往又怎樣分手,啊!我們怎會又走到現在這一步,養成這樣的生活態度,看事情的眼光跟待人處事.一下就瞭然於心了.
我們講一些現在,工作好難未來怎麼辦?怎樣決定才會是對的才會比較好?不管相差幾個時區同樣的問題一樣上演著.
我們比較不說未來,除了一些理想生活的幻想藍圖.
每次和你聊天喝茶,都在想以前我們怎麼了呢?那樣小心眼那樣彆扭那樣自以為呢? 還好我們又慢慢熟悉了,那樣熟悉又陌生的衝突感沒有第一次你回國那時強烈了.
我觀察著你,你也看著我,這是以前沒有想過的結局.
直到我們沒有那麼近,沒有了可笑的利害關係,我們可以跳過芥蒂構成的溝,真的遺忘彷彿從來沒有不合過.
我們算不上是好朋友,只當不會再結仇看透彼此缺點沒有說話分際的淡水之交,這樣也很好.
謝謝你一直稱讚我變正了那我也要稱讚你有前途.
前進曼哈頓,GO!!!
Gimini by WHY?
When we're on different sides of the globe
I thought we'd keep our veins tangled
like a pair of mic cables,
And if there ain't enough slack to reach
that we'd solder them together
and across oceans they'd stretch.
Our faces reflected in separate windshields
and all our body hair pricked up
an elephant eyelash.
Should we be tempted by thief or saint
it seems I leave and you stay
to crawl the cage and curse.
But don't regret the done dirt,
there is no life plan set,
you just swallow the cold
and follow your breath until death.
Now even if the will to sleep persists
I can't 'cause a harsh cloth, it grazes my blisters.
There was a moth caught in the soapdish
laminated in lye
Will you still remember me well
If I don't get to two-o-o-five?
My dead line Gemini




